and then the gray turned to gold.

yesterday i was in an awful state.

i didn't want to do anything.

 thankfully i have been blessed with some incredible friends

who knew just what to say, how to say and when to say it.

here's what made yesterday bearable:

wolf-pack

cherry pepsi

home depot

taylor maid

complimentary colors

fhe

john mayer

moustaches

karen carpenter

christmas music 

mtc adventures

whistling

gangstas

mashed potatoes

yes, i am grateful for my friends.old and new.

they saved me.

welcome back.

post edit:: freaking finally getting around to this. 
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i hope you each had a wonderful weekend.

mine was everything i hoped it would be.

friday = date night with my brother. 

i called it the last supper.

we went to texas roadhouse.

the rolls lived up to all the hype.

"orgasmical."

we downed our salads and sides 

{i got mashed potatoes. i think i'm obsessed}, 

took our roadkill steaks to go and went to go see the social network.

there were far too many "adults" present and 

i don't think they understood half the jokes.

saturday = costco with madre, fader and the blexican.

i love the feeding frenzy that happens on saturday mornings.

oh and i finally got the new eyeballs i desperately needed.

p.s. CHRISTMAS IS OFFICIALLY IN COSTCO!!!

 we went shoe shopping for mamacita.

i got the coooolest boccasins in the entire world.

boccasins = boot/moccasins.

they're tre comfy.

james and i stopped by my favorite deseret industries to get a fur coat

we also found THREE unicorn costumes.

krizzle and i helped get ashley ready for the big dance.

she looked HOTT.

watched  the {original} karate kid with papa + mami + jamie.

mr. miyagi is a scary drunk.

sunday = incredible.

i spent the first two hours of church in the nursery with mom.

i loved being with the little kids.

sunday afternoon was a really special time for my family.

i felt the Spirit so strongly.

mami and i talked a lot.

ash and i played dress up in her prom dresses.

dad called me weird {more than once}.

i continued on my battle to finish mockingjay.

left home and got back to provo.

had a rendezvous with the wolf-pack.

aahh wooooo.

introduced the joys of the best.corndog.ever to a cafe west virgin.

i hope you had a delightful weekend.

xoxo. brizzle

two oh nine.

i really should be more tired than i am.

but i'm not.

hmmmmm.

i guess that's what mashed potatoes + dr. pepper does to you me.

i have so many things i want to say but they'll have to wait.

so many things happening soon but you can't know yet.

i love change.

it doesn't scare me this year. 

i find myself embracing it and seeking it out.

change is good.

it helps us grow.

mmmm.

tomorrow.

tomorrow.

tomorrow.

ay ya yaaai.