blerg.

i just want to hold my baby already.

this is the worst kind of waiting game.

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waiting has made me go crazy.

literally crazy.
and seeing how i'm a hormone-hyped pregnant woman
who just wants to see her friggin baby already,
the only natural thing to do was to visit
makemebabies.com.
the internet gods were kind to me and blessed me
with this little cgi angel with the most adorable hair.

not too shabby for the first time.

but, as adorable as those perfectly curled brown locks were, 

i had to keep going until that site gave a ginger baby.

somehow,

each baby i tried got cuter and less ginger.

i force-clicked the light complexion to up my chances

and got beautiful flower children instead.

frustrated, i decided to give the internet one more chance

to prove i would have a sweet little ginger babe.

this is what i got instead.

moral of the story:
if you repeatedly force the internet to make your dreams come true,
your worst nightmare will become your reality.
i'm hoping this isn't some sort of karma thing
and i end up with a gracie bell.
plz send prayers.