THIS IS THE BEST TUMBLR OF MY LIFE.

ginger ryan gosling.

it's almost too much for my little heart to handle.

the kind of love that stands the test of time.

this video has cemented my love for
every form of sexxxi ryan gosling comes in.

little ryan.
rowboat ryan.
guido ryan.
hero ryan.
meme ryan.

i love them all.
to be honest,
i don't think that man comes in a form i don't love.
he's my favorite.
always and forever.



10,000 points to jenna.
bless you for reminding me the internet is not boring.

humpday hangover.

it's thursday.

life is so good today.

mostly because i'm going home

and partly because of these meme's.

let it be known,

after any and all* ryan gosling meme's,

animal meme's are my second favorite. 

*when i say any and all i mean it.

i found some "hey girl" lawyer meme's last week.

i didn't really understand what was happening

with all of them but i laughed anyway.

that is how amazing he is.

anything with his face attached

just makes sense. 

happy weekend. 

time out.

i feel like i've never directed

an entire post to you.

you wonderful people 

who read my ramblings, 

but it has become necessary.

thank you.

your excitement and love and exclamation marks

have been overwhelming.

you guys,

this community we have is amazing.

i wouldn't give it up for anything.

not even ryan gosling.

thank you for letting me into your lives.

for allowing me to stalk you and read your secrets.

thank you for taking the time to read mine.

the friendships i have made through blogging 

are real as real can be.

they're genuine.

they're true.

other people don't get it.

they don't think it's possible to make friends through screens.

it is.

i promise.

i guess i just wanted to say thanks

for making me feel loved.

your excitement has made my high higher.

kites wouldn't understand.

i'm talking space. 

uhh...

i think this means i've been crying too much about puppies...
I'M NOT STOPPING UNTIL I GET ONE. 

in other news...
this is what i am doing instead of homework.

david does not deserve to be in this picture.
what did he do to warrant this shoot?
it shoulda been me.

aaaand.
during my puppy searching,
i stumbled upon this.

i feel like my life should be complete
but it's not.
how am i supposed to choose between
 my top two loves?
HOW?!
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS KIND OF DRAMA.

magic messages

sometimes days suck.

like really.

the kind of sucky days where all you want to do is give up on everything,

crawl into bed, read, pray for rain, 

and talk to someone who will magically make it all better.

and on those days

when you think nothing can make you smile, 

you get an email from your favorite person with the subject,

"just a little something to get you through the day,"

and this as the message.

and suddenly your day is less grey

and smiling comes easy.

thank goodness for ryan gosling.

thank goodness for meme's.

thank goodness for the inventor of ryan gosling meme's.

thank goodness for people knowing exactly what you need.

take me ryan.

i'm yours.

for.ev.er.