consider this a 57 minute commercial break.

last night i parked my car and sat.

it was dark and i was alone.

i sat and cried.

it wasn't nearly long enough 

 or hard enough,

but i cried.

i cried and my mind cleared.

after my waterworks,

i ate some almonds and thought about life.

i'm not sure what's going on right now,

but i know i need to focus on me.

i hate how terribly selfish that sounds,

but it's something i need to do.

during my almond chomping/life pondering session
[blue diamond is da booomb]

i realized i need to simplify my life.

simplify as in back to basics.

facebook.

pinterest. 

g-reader.

twitter.

blog.

paused for the time being. 

in this specific situation, 

"the time being" 

is unknown.

days/weeks/months/light years...

as long as it takes. 

this is weird. 

i feel like i'm telling secrets to a friend

i've never really shared secrets with before.

but, i'm telling you so you know.

i'm not dead.

i'm not ignoring you.

i'm just being selfish.

that being said,

please don't judge me if you see me back on here 

after a rather short hiatus.

it just means my addiction won. 

sidenote:

mr. zuckerberg turned deactivating facebook personal.

i almost reconsidered pressing "deactivate" when these happy faces popped up.

what a sly little computer nerd. 

and with that,

i bid you farewell.

i promise to be back soon[ish]

and when i do, 

i'll be good as new.

filled with stories and adventures,

hipster pins and #30rock tweets.

.....wellp.....

......ookaay......

.....byeee.....

......?......

[don't worry, i end telephone conversations even more awkwardly than that].