Wednesday, February 10, 2010

my deepest apologies

but today is a mellow sort of day.
one where i find myself caught up and lost in the mazes of my mind.
a map is needed in order to exit.
but i'd rather not have one.
i like being lost in these walls.
thinking. hoping. dreaming. fearing.
sometimes i scare myself.
i raise my own hopes and kill them.
it's not always safe in this mind maze.
but since i'm the only one here,
my cries for help are unheard.
but my cries tend to be whispers.
little secrets only for me.
but if you'd like.
i'd be willing to let you hear those secrets.
i'd let you help me find my way out.
but i'm scared to let you in.

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