Showing posts with label acting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label acting. Show all posts

Friday, March 5, 2010

heart.ache.

i miss acting.
with a hurt i can't describe.
i long for the stage.
i yearn for the camera.
it's what i want to do.
it's who i want to be.
i belong there.
i find myself when i play someone else.
my heart it aches.

why did i stop chasing?



{photo via}

Friday, October 30, 2009

Toast.

eight hours.
That's how long it took to shoot and I couldn't be happier.  I was starving, tired, and so incredibly happy.   
I missed this.
Acting is my passion.
I wish I could transfer the joy I feel when I act into your heart.  It makes my blood pump faster and quickens my pulse.
There was one scene {our fighting scene} where my "husband" and I had to completely ad-lib our argument.  I loved it.  I was angry.  I yelled at him for not listening to me and never being around.  I told him our marriage wasn't working because we don't talk anymore and because he gave up a long time ago.  I was crushed when he handed my his wedding ring and told me he didn't want it anymore.  And when I slammed the front door I was leaving the house {and him} for good.   
It's real for me.
My characters have a tendency of consuming me and I have a tendency of allowing it to happen.
Acting makes me happy.
I'm so so tired but my happiness cancels out all negative emotions.
Good thing I packed my bags last night because ready or not!  Here I come!!


{SideNote:  I played the wife in a short film called 'Toast' adapted/written, directed, filmed, edited, EVERYTHING'D by Kaitlin Snow.  She's incredible.  Memorize her name because, mark my words, this girl is going places!}

Thursday, October 29, 2009

dream big.

I'm tired.
I'm acting tomorrow.
That makes me happy.
I miss it.
I love it.
I will update you tomorrow.
But I can promise you, my passion for acting will be reignited.
That always happens.
I don't act for a while then as soon as I do I want to drop everything and runaway to California. 
So I might as well go pack my bags right now.


I don't usually tell people this, but....I want to be apart of this.  
Somedays I actually think I can make it.