Friday, November 2, 2012

i'm just going to come right out and say it.

i don't really do this anymore.
this blogging/stalking/facebook/email/internet thing.

by the time i get home from work,
i just want to take off my bra,
 talk to cory and cuddle.
that's it.

when you spend your entire dating relationship
living an hour and a half apart
and only spending weekends together, 
this 24/7 thing is incredible.
it's been almost three months and i still can't get enough.

i don't know how people do it.
balance it all.

all i want to do is be with my person.
talk to him and hold him
and make his hard days just a little bit better.

i want to forget how frustrating work was
and how crappy being an adult can sometimes be.
i want to laugh and be stupid
and dedicate all my made-up songs to him.

i am so grateful to be able to hug him every day.
to see his face and hear his laugh.
to wash our clothes, cook our meals and make our bed.
i feel blessed to be able to take care of him.
to have him trust me enough
to let me.

this love thing is magical.
being married kicks it up to an unreal level.
knowing i will always have him 
makes it all worth it.

so that's why i'm basically dead on here.
why my line is static.
why i'm gone.

i'm soaking up all this love
i can't believe i survived twenty-two years without.

17 comments:

megan danielle said...

i love this post so much. its great. i cant wait to have that one day with my person.

jessie said...

those are great words.

-Danica- said...

*breathing sigh of relief* I was waiting for you to say you were you were canceling this blog and never talking to me again.

PHEW.

But even through all the panic, I love love love that you have found that person. Never let it go! I see too many people around me falling apart. Hold on to what you guys have got and fight everyday to keep it there.

Julie and Jesse said...

Sweetest.post.ever. Don't.stop!

katrina said...

oh my this is the best.

Jenna said...

You are so sweet. So glad you found your other half!

Alex said...

I miss you muchly, but this post makes my heart swell :)

Morgan and Holly said...

Good for you, Brissa!! Real life is definitely time consuming and taking your bra off at the end of the day just feels so amazing. I still can't get enough of my husband and it's been 2.5 years (what??!). Although, I will say it's not quite as bad as it was the first six months. I now enjoy a night to myself so I can clean and do all that other stuff you NEVER want to do when you can be playing with your husband.

Basically, I just typed a novel and meant to say I'm so glad you are loving the married life!!!

Cara H said...

I freaking love this blog post more than a lot of things. More than many blog posts I've written or read over the years. This is AWESOME and paints a GORGEOUS picture. LOVE THIS and good for you!!!

Cara H said...

I freaking love this blog post more than a lot of things. More than many blog posts I've written or read over the years. This is AWESOME and paints a GORGEOUS picture. LOVE THIS and good for you!!!

Cara H said...

I freaking love this blog post more than a lot of things. More than many blog posts I've written or read over the years. This is AWESOME and paints a GORGEOUS picture. LOVE THIS and good for you!!!

Cara H said...

I freaking love this blog post more than a lot of things. More than many blog posts I've written or read over the years. This is AWESOME and paints a GORGEOUS picture. LOVE THIS and good for you!!!

Cara H said...

I freaking love this blog post more than a lot of things. More than many blog posts I've written or read over the years. This is AWESOME and paints a GORGEOUS picture. LOVE THIS and good for you!!!

Mandy said...

It's the best thing ever. I hope I never get used to it.

Mars said...

I love this. Love that you're loving married life so much! It's so much more important than social media :) Enjoy your time with your hubby!

Ellie Kornexl said...

:)

Crystle said...

Amen. <3 <3 <3