it was amazing.
i realize i'm behind the curve.
i don't care.
my heart, oh my heart.
i knew the ending.
i knew jack died.
i just didn't know how.
i didn't know the details.
i didn't know their love.
and what a love it was.
i bawled like a baby.
so many times.
i didn't really cry when he died.
i cried before.
i cried because it wasn't fair.
because i knew their love would survive, but he wouldn't.
my heart hurt so much for them.
i clutched my chest as the tears flowed.
i watched them fight for life.
i cried for all the lives lost.
the families separated.
the people who didn't make it.
the people who didn't stand a chance.
here i am.
sitting in my apartment at 12:53 in the morning,
crying my eyes out.
it might sound silly,
but it was so real for me.
that unwavering love was so strong.
"i trust you."
this may very well be the most perfect,
heartbreaking moment i've ever seen.
the couple holding each other in bed.
the mother comforting her children.
i need to stop.
i'm bawling again.