drive time ramblings.

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this morning i found myself driving.

it was that peaceful 

pre-rush hour, pre-dawn time

and it was amazing.

as i moved and turned with the road

i watched the sky gradually lighten

and my heart smiled.

despite the overwhelming stress

and uncertainty about my future,

i am happy.

i should be stressed.

time is ticking and i need to make a 

concrete decision by tonight.

i should be freaking out.

instead, 

i find myself calm.

it's like a scene in a movie

where everything is cranked up to lightning speed

and the lead is just standing there,

letting everyone fly by.

i'm sitting here,

eating a peanut butter + jelly sandwich

at 8:17 in the morning

and perfectly content with life.

the freaking out will eventually start.
but right now, it's gone.
i'm untouchable.
i'm infinite.