Thursday, May 16, 2013

uhhhh....no.

"write about something difficult about your lot in life
and what you're doing to overcome it."

i promise i'm not backing out of this one.
i promise.
i promise.
i promise.

the timing isn't right for sharing.
it doesn't feel right in my heart.
not today. not tomorrow.
soon.
everything always makes better sense
on another day.

i swear i will come back to this.
i swear i'm not a cheater.
i swear i will open my heart
and spill my struggle
and probably cry.
just.not.today.

sidenote:
day sixteen and day twenty
are basically the same thing.
so i'll probably just keep excusing myself
until i'm ready to talk.
sometimes peer pressure just doesn't work on me.

7 comments:

Alex said...

Peer pressure.

Just kidding, talk when you're ready. I'll still love you.

Shaylynn... a girl, a story, a blog said...

In the quick snapchat shot of your face as I made rounds through the hospital today.. your sorrow.. oh I wished to be able to jump through my screen.


i love you. one day you'll rip that band-aid. however today? clearly it needs a bit more healing, the wound is too fresh.. give yourself time.

anyway. clearly I'm high.

Whitney Leigh said...

I feel the saaaaame way. I'm not ready to put my heartbreaks out on the internet just yet.

Shaylynn... a girl, a story, a blog said...

omg. you have five hours.

kylee said...

whatever it is, i'm ready to listen when you're ready to share.

Cassie Traasdahl said...

BRISSA WHY AREN'T YOU BLOGGING ANYMORE??????

I MISS YOU.

Krystal said...

you don't even have to write it here if you don't want to :) xoxo