"write about something difficult about your lot in life
and what you're doing to overcome it."
i promise i'm not backing out of this one.
the timing isn't right for sharing.
it doesn't feel right in my heart.
not today. not tomorrow.
everything always makes better sense
on another day.
i swear i will come back to this.
i swear i'm not a cheater.
i swear i will open my heart
and spill my struggle
and probably cry.
day sixteen and day twenty
are basically the same thing.
so i'll probably just keep excusing myself
until i'm ready to talk.
sometimes peer pressure just doesn't work on me.