Thursday, May 27, 2010

stop. rewind. play.

sometimes i wonder how different my life would be if i made a
different choice somewhere along the way.
what would have happened if i...
mailed that letter sooner.
moved to california.
gone to a different school.
lived in a different complex.
kept in touch.
put aside my fears and played that one day.
stuck with it.
called you out.
wasn't so concerned.
???
well i guess we'll never know will we?

wouldn't it be neat if we could though?
i wish i could see how my life would have panned out if i'd made different decisions.
i wish i could see it and say:
"okay, that's what i want. i'm gonna switch now.
i want to rewind and live it that way."
if only, if only, if only...

1 comment:

Bianca said...

i wish for that everyday brissa! i would make such different choices with friends & boys etc. but isn't it also amazing to think about the choices you've made thus far and where you are in your life right now and the people who are sharing the laughs with you! life=crazy&mysterious! love you!